What more?

We knew God was up to something months big before we made our move back to Nashville.  You know that feeling?  That anxious, exciting feeling that He is working, but you just don't know what He is up to?  Well, I had that "gut" feeling for about a year before we moved, but just didn't know where He was leading us.   And now here I sit.  Here in my little apartment north of Nashville.  Here where He led us.  Here I sit with a job that God literally handed to me (thanks to some pastors from Cross Point being open to God's leading).  We know we are where we are supposed to be, yet I still feel that nudge - that "gut" feeling that He is up to more.   And quite honestly, I don't have time for that right now Lord.   I have a new challenging job and three teenagers who are transitioning into a new school system and have left all their closest friends.   I have a husband who travels, meals to cook, bills to pay and a Dad to help get moved up this way.   Yet, I still feel Him calling.  I hear Him saying "you are almost there, My child, but not quite yet."   So, here I am.   Listening.  Wanting to know what more it is He wants from me.  Is it my life story He wants me to share?   Is it our marriage story He wants me to share?   Is it a ministry He wants me involved in?   I just don't know.  So here I sit.  Here in my little apartment north of Nashville.   Listening.....