I wish so greatly that I could just stream my conscious succinctly here.  I use to.  I did.  And, now, for some reason I can't.  And, yet, here is what I will tell - God as usual is pushing me.  He is moving me.  He is a forward movement.  A catalyst of constant change.  Part of it I understand and most of it I do not.  I don't try to fight against it anymore.  On the flip side, I try to embrace it.  Figuring it out is not my motive anymore.  I just want to ride the wave and trust that it will bring me safely to shore.  It always has.  It always does.  It always will.